yeah..."love you so much, abah" kau agak, ayah aku tahu tak aku sayang dia? sebab aku sampai sekarang tak jenuh-jenuh perli/tegur dia. kadang-kadang rasa nak bakar je kotak rokok tu. kejam kah andai aku bertindak begitu?
nak tego parents nie bukan senang...kte xleh wat dier terase. tapi ko cakap aa kat dier yg ko ader mende nak cakap kat dier, so dier prepare nak terase. haha. pastu ko cakap aa dengan direct nyer :p
My current emotional state is like this: I am sitting in a room. The door and the windows are open. I let things and people come in freely, and I will entertain anyone who enters my room. But I, for sure, will not come out of that room. The room is open but the mental barrier is there.
A week after thanksgiving, we had a group discussion about Islam. To make it short, suddenly it become a debate of my commitments toward someone. Yes, it is about love. These are the questions, and my answer: If you guys love each other, why don't you just be in relationship? If we are in love, doesn't mean we MUST be in love. Being in relationship doesn't give any assurance that you are going to get married to each other. Most of my friends that are in relationship often ended up in failure, though a few (like one out of 50) still manage to maintain for 3-4 years. If you are ready to be in relationship, then you must be ready to get married. You give your commitment, attention and time for your partner, isn't it the same as married couple?* I never say being is relationship is wrong, but people who in relationship is the trouble. We always want the good thing (getting attention, sharing our love, etc) but always avoid the hard part (our responsibilities, commitment, et...
yeah..."love you so much, abah"
ReplyDeletekau agak, ayah aku tahu tak aku sayang dia? sebab aku sampai sekarang tak jenuh-jenuh perli/tegur dia. kadang-kadang rasa nak bakar je kotak rokok tu. kejam kah andai aku bertindak begitu?
nak tego parents nie bukan senang...kte xleh wat dier terase. tapi ko cakap aa kat dier yg ko ader mende nak cakap kat dier, so dier prepare nak terase. haha. pastu ko cakap aa dengan direct nyer :p
ReplyDeletecadangan semata2 tau!
aku nak ikut cadangan kau aa.
ReplyDeletekalau aku dan ayah retak, siap kau!
patutnyer aku letak "bertindak atas risiko sendiri"
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