Tsk

The ball that I threw to others had bounced and gave me the impact

(Ouch)

Alright, things here is not always sunny and bright, but I need the sunshine, just as everybody else need it. Dark and gloomy is not going to be my style, unless I had been engulfed within in. That's why, it is either I find the light or I'll shine myself.

All my post before is not as "emo" as you said or thought, but seems the thoughts had attracted the "emo" charges, I feel like becoming one now

You said I'm emo? Well, I'm the real deal now.

Why can't you said it in front me? You chose to tell it others before me behind my back

Can't you just face your problems directly?

Why can't you accept my apologize? I'm not making things worst

Better than you who never apologize and admit you mistakes

Why can't you just have faith in me? I'm tired with the pressure

Why can't I just shut down all the negative feelings and live happily?

Always smile to each other?

Are we forgetting what it means to become a friend?

I, you, he, she, they, and we

We all are losing it

The tie that bond us all

Called friendship

Band Hero (I'm Emo?)

When I read my latest posts, I realized why people say that I'm being too emotional. What do you expect? This is my blog and I can write whatever I want. It doesn't mean that I'm being emotional or sad when my posts are all gloomy. You judge me only by reading what I posted, not by what you saw. I'm not mad at the fact that people think I'm being 'emo', but I kinda worried that if you worried for things that you don't need to worry actually. Especially my mom, you don't need to worry to much about me except for my finance :p (yeah I know my mom reads my blog). I'm happy here and I'm doing my best to not let myself washed away to far from studies and important matters~ Sorry if I had ever made you all worried!

Ok enough of sad things for now. I want to share something that made me happy this week~

This is the newest game from Activision, the producer of Guitar Heroes series, entitled Band Hero. Why buy this game when I already have Guitar Hero World Tour and Guitar Hero 5, I hear you asked? These are the reasons:

"Though Band Hero is similar to Guitar Hero 5 in term of gameplay, it still had a lot to offer. Guitar Hero 5 is said to be "extremely diverse" that players will find that there are songs that they like and there are also songs that they will never even touch. Band Hero done a great job in making the songs to be more specific to pop-oriented tracks.

In my opinion, the game is great in bringing family and friends together. There are a lot of more familiar songs to everyone like Love Story by Taylor Swift, She Will Be Loved by Maroon 5, Beautiful Soul by Jesse McCartney and more. The guitar and drum notes are relatively easy compared to Guitar Hero, so it will be more accessible to everyone especially beginners and not-so-hardcore gamers. The Sing-Along feature is a great addition to make the game more karaoke-like as multiple player can sing simultaneously on one song.

To conclude, you can enjoy this game at it fullest when you bring along your family and friends to play. It is more easy and the songs are more specific and mostly well-known to all. If you are a Guitar Hero expert wanting for challenge, then this is game is certainly not for you. I am giving 5 stars because I can finally enjoy my favorite game with my friends."

Pros

- A good game for beginners and those who want to have fun together

- Sing-along karaoke mode is great for party - Many known pop songs

- You still can transfer songs from other Guitar Hero games (DLC, World Tour, Smash Hits and 5)

- 69 of 85 songs in Guitar Hero 5 and 61 of 65 songs in Band Hero can be imported (this feature will be coming to Band Hero PS3 version later)

Cons

- For experienced Guitar Hero players, this game will be too easy

- It is basically the same as Guitar Hero 5

- You need to pay $5.99 and $4.99 to import GH5 and Band hero respectively

For your information, this is the review that I wrote for the Amazon.com. I just posted it yesterday (3/11)~ ^ ^

The complete set of the songs in Band Hero:

3 Doors Down - "When I'm Gone"

The Airborne Toxic Event - "Gasoline"

The All American Rejects - "Dirty Little Secret"

Alphabeat - "Fascination"

Aly and AJ - "Like Whoa"

Angels & Airwaves - "The Adventure"

Ben Harper and the Innocent Criminals - "Steal My Kisses"

Big Country - "In a Big Country"

The Bravery - "Believe"

Carl Douglas - "Kung Fu Fighting"

Cheap Trick - "I Want You To Want Me (live)"

Cold War Kids - "Hang Me Up To Dry"

Corinne Bailey Rae - "Put Your Records On"

Counting Crows - "Angels of the Silences"

Culture Club - "Do You Really Want To Hurt Me"

Dashboard Confessional - "Hands Down"

David Bowie - "Let's Dance"

Devo - "Whip It"

Don McLean - "American Pie"

Duffy - "Warwick Avenue"

Duran Duran - "Rio"

Evanescence - "Bring Me To Life"

Everclear - "Santa Monica (Watch The World Die)"

Fall Out Boy - "Sugar, We're Goin' Down"

Filter - "Take A Picture"

Finger Eleven - "Paralyzer"

The Go-Go's - "Our Lips Are Sealed"

Hilary Duff - "So Yesterday"

Hinder - "Lips Of An Angel"

Jackson 5 - "ABC"

Janet Jackson - "Black Cat"

Jesse McCartney - "Beautiful Soul"

Joan Jett - "Bad Reputation"

Joss Stone - "You Had Me"

Katrina and The Waves - "Walking On Sunshine"

The Kooks - "Naive"

KT Tunstall - "Black Horse and the Cherry Tree"

The Last Goodnight - "Pictures Of You"

Lily Allen - "Take What You Take"

Maroon 5 - "She Will Be Loved"

Marvin Gaye - "I Heard It Through The Grapevine"

Mighty Mighty Bosstones - "The Impression That I Get"

Nelly Furtado - "Turn Off The Light"

N.E.R.D. - "Rockstar"

No Doubt - "Just A Girl"

No Doubt - "Don't Speak"

OK Go - "A Million Ways"

Papa Roach - "Lifeline"

Parachute - "Back Again"

Pat Benatar - "Love Is A Battlefield"

Poison - "Every Rose Has Its Thorn"

Robbie Williams and Kylie Minogue - "Kids"

The Rolling Stones - "Honky Tonk Women"

Roy Orbison - "Oh Pretty Woman"

Santigold - "L.E.S. Artistes"

Snow Patrol - "Take Back the City"

Spice Girls - "Wannabe"

Styx - "Mr. Roboto"

Taylor Swift - "Love Story"

Taylor Swift - "Picture To Burn"

Taylor Swift - "You Belong With Me"

Tonic - "If You Could Only See"

The Turtles - "Happy Together"

Village People - "YMCA"

Yellowcard - "Ocean Avenue"

(From Amazon.com)

Notice that there are three Taylor Swift's songs

Just as I stated in one of my post, I bought this game so that I can share my interest (maybe addiction is the correct word) with my friends. What's so bad about sharing? Except that if you are not careful you will be penniless~To my friends in Wisconsin, if you want to relax and have fun times together then come over to my house! No 5-star services though

Complicate

By being complicated, you make things become more complicated

Why can you just be more normal?

You can be an extraordinary person, but becoming a complicated person is a whole different aspect

We want to live in harmony

So led a normal life

We want to understand each other better

So don't make yourself more complex

Even the greatest man in the history led a normal life

He doesn't make himself become complicated

Peace be upon Him

I got tired of all this fighting and hatred that grows within each day

Where are the laughter that we used to share?

Where are the smiles on our face when we see each other?

Is this how brothers in Islam supposed to be?

We talked bad things about each other behind our backs

We resent towards the person that make a small mistake to us

We hate the person, and prefer to eat the flesh among us instead of confronting our problems and solve it directly

Is this what Islam had thought us?

I know, I am no better but as a Muslim, we had the responsibility to be nice to each other

Maybe I should say this in front of you

That I love you, my brothers

"Believers are each other's brothers. Restore peace among your brothers. Have fear of God so that perhaps you will receive mercy" (Al- Hujaraat, 49:10)

Disappointed

Most of the things that I did will cause misery to other, and it is recurring

You can say I'm bad or douche bag or whatever, but I'm still a human, and I feel guilty

My bad

Sorry may not be the right word

Maybe you should stay away from me

You can only experience sadness when you are with me

In My Mind

-Limiting the things that I want makes me more happy than getting everything that I want

-Simetimes, not knowing a thing is better than knowing it exist but we cannot reach it

-Doing everything for others but doing nothing for myself is always not a good idea; I need myself too

Sleep and Class

I discovered that in order for me to excel in classes (concentrate, don't miss classes, and the ability to relate all the teachings) is to have a good night sleep

I have sleep distortion right now, I cannot sleep before 4.00 a.m. :(

Even worse, today, I only managed to put myself into sleep condition at 8.00 a.m.

Now I need to cure myself and re-set my biological clock

Good luck to me!

-Sleeping in class doesn't make my drowsiness go away-

Picture retrieved at here

Smoke

Most smokers don't really care that smoking affect their health until it really does

Dad, I hope you will be just fine

Though I never said this, I love you

I still want you to be there

Take care of your health

-Your son-