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Why Can't Summer Has More Games?

I still haven't gone to bazaar Ramadhan until today (at least for this year's Ramadhan). It's not about me not wanting to spend my money, I am just too lazy to go outside. It's like you don't eat the whole day, but you don't intend to fast. Plus, there aren't any foods that I want from bazaar. I am happy with the food that already bought by my mom. Our iftar is just moderate, and I love it. Compared to Ramadhans before this, there were always a lot of unfinished foods. I'm not being picky about what to eat right now. Be thankful that I can still eat, and I don't to cook it myself. Ramadhan is not about the food, right? Hehe.

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Yesterday I had a dream about you again. It would be great if I can forget you, but I just can't. With what happening to you right now, I know there is nothing I can do to help with anything. I hope that everything will turn out right, and you shouldn't give up. There might be an opportunity somewhere, you just need to keep searching. I'll be praying for you everyday.

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I still don't have a place to live for next semester. A lot of problems happened, and it just a small ones (the most frequent problem is there is this one landlord who is very hard to contact with). I hope I can rent a place before the semester starts.

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Right now, I really feel like I am not doing anything. I want to go out more often, but not all my friends are available.

*sadface*

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Dreams are nice, especially the dreams about something or someone that makes you happy. But it's sad when you know it is just a dream. It's like life is toying with me, giving me false hope on the thing that I want the most.

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