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Yes, I am a very dependent person.
(So try to depend less on others)
Yes, I am immature.
(So know what is your priorities)
Yes, I am childish.
(Can't help that)
Yes, I always took things for granted.
(Think about how hard your parents was when they try to get your scholarship back)
Yes, I am not being thankful enough to everything that I have and everything that I have been granted.
(So put more use on your talents and gifts)
Yes, I like to tell others about my problems because I don't know how to solve it myself.
(So put more effort on solving it with your own power first)
Yes, I don't know how to live my own life.
(So seek for guidance from Him)
Yes, I don't deserve to receive a scholarship in the first place.
(You need to think a lot for this one)
Yes, it is best for me to be in my own country right now.
(There's no turning back now, just finish what you started)



I'll disappear if it the best thing for me to do.
(Why not just change myself? It is better that way)
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  1. Leng ChaiFebruary 14, 2011 at 11:06 PM

    come on... bace balik pe yang ko tlis kat post ko yang lepas2....

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