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I thought I settled everything, but right now, all I can feel in my heart is emptiness. Got nowhere to go, got nowhere to run, got nothing to think about...everything is nothing.

There is only voice one I can hear in my head.

"You shouldn't be here right now"
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  1. AnonymousFebruary 21, 2011 at 9:17 AM

    Salam Zafree,

    Please be strong. Seek guidance and strength from Allah. Muhasabah diri. You are a smart guy, I know you can do this, do not give up. Just cut down on your games.Focus on your studies. InsyaAllah.

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  2. bawangmerahFebruary 21, 2011 at 10:27 AM

    hei...

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  3. ZafreeFebruary 22, 2011 at 6:27 AM

    anon - thanks. insyaAllah

    bwgmrh - yo

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