Skip to main content

Takut Untuk Tidur (?)

Ok, sekarang nie even aku sendiri rasa yang diri aku nie somehow creepy. Ok, petang tadi aku adalah terbuat sorang kawan (ye ke kawan? haha) aku nie marah. Then bila malam menjelang, aku tido jer la macam biasa, macam seorang student yang sedang bercuti tido. Pastu ntah macam mana, aku dapat mimpi banyak kali. Bayangkan ada sepuluh episod cerita, semua pendek2, dan episod 1 ada kaitan ngan episod 2 in some way, episod 2 ada kaitan ngan episod 3, tapi episod 1 takde kaitan ngan episod 3. Macam tu la untuk sepanjang mimpi (ok nie bukan first time pun, tapi kelakar gak aa sebab ingat semua).

Yang penting sekali ialah part last. Somehow, aku kena tangkap, then kena campak dalam aquarium besar penuh ngan air (tahap untuk display seekor walrus) and aku jadi bahan display. Dah la aquarium tu takde tempat nak naik untuk lepak or even nak bernafas. Pastu bila aku bangun, aku terus call kawan aku tu, minta maaf kat dia, sebab aku dah fikir yang aku akan terperangkap selama2nya dalam aquarium tu (well kalau ikut logiknya a few minutes pastu aku dah patut mati lemas, tapi ikut jer la flow mimpi tu).

Tapi yang bengongnya, aku call kawan aku tu banyak kali. Bila dia dah marah baru la aku macam tersedar. Ya Allah sumpah time tu aku mamai gila. Siot aa. Dah macam lupa mana mimpi n mana realiti (at least bukan mimpi dalam mimpi). Dan sekarang aku terasa besalah tak terhingga tahap nak kurung diri dalam aquarium sorang2. Ok takde la sampai macam tu, tapi serius rasa guilty gila :( Aku takde pun sampai nak buat orang marah macam tu... dah aa dengan cara yang macam takleh nak defend diri dengan alasan huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Tolong la ya Allah, aku harap sangat dia tak marah kat aku pasal benda nie :(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

Sekarang aku takut dah nak sambung tido, buat jer la kot apa2 asalkan aku tak kacau dia lagi. but still.. :(

Edit: Terasa sangat lapar dan nak makan roti canai Dawood


Popular posts from this blog

New College Life In UKM

After intentionally abandoning my blog for around 6 weeks, I think it's about time I write something about what is currently happening in my life.

Since the last time I updated, I haven't done anything much. I met some of my friends, and mostly spent my time with my families and explaining to every single one of them about "why" am I not returning to the States. Most of the them accept the fact easily and told me to be strong, work hard in the future and don't make the same mistake (which usually just simplified to "don't play games too much")

Because of What Someone Said

So a few days ago, I visited Borders Bookstore in IOI City Mall to get a book for a friend of mine. Incidentally, it is also my favorite bookstore, due to its quite nice selection of books and its location from my house. Anyway, the book that I wanted to buy was The End of Average by Todd Rose. I already finished that book (I want to write about it as well later), so I recommended it to my friend and she asked me to buy one for her. I had an exam on the day after but as far as I'm concerned, reading is more important than any exams that I will most likely forgot in a few weeks.

Also, each time I visit a bookstore, I will always walk out the store with at least one book. So, besides the book that I intended to buy, I bought two other books because I found it interesting. I know, it is a truly 'good' idea to buy two books when you have an exam tomorrow. In this post, I want to talk about the reason why I picked up one of the books.

The Master Algorithm, written by Pedro Domi…

Being Different Is Lonely

From our ages, I know that I am different from most of my classmates. Naturally, most of them are three years younger than me, but that is not the problem. In fact, I had the most fun surrounded by them. They don't treat me differently just because I'm older. I think I am blessed with the fact that there are others who are older than the average (those who were born in 1993) in the batch.
I think I am not as matured as someone of my age should. But then again, there's no guideline on how matured a person should be or how you to be a mature person. Though my guidelines are basically these two: when you can prioritize and you can be responsible towards your actions. I don't know if I have these two qualities, but I know I am working towards it, slowly but surely.
Anyway, being older doesn't make me automatically different from the others. But there are certain things that make me feel.. different, and sometimes isolated. Like at this moment of writing, I am overwhelm…