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It's really hard to pretend like everything is alright. I tried to act like there's nothing, but I know what my true feelings are. I am worried, I am scared, and I am missing you. There are a lot in my mind, but I can't do it.. It's all because of my stupid action in the past, and I don't think there is any way to gain your trust again.

Right now, the only thing that I can do is to let you do what you want, and to not disturb you at any time. It's really hard to fight this feeling. I really want to know what you are doing now. I really want to know whether everything is alright on your side. But I just can't. I am too afraid that I'll make the same mistake again. I just want hear your voice again.. But I guess I already lost my chances a long time ago.






I'll wait.

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