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Simple Meeting

Today, I met with the Head of Mathematics Program, Prof Roslinda, to discuss some matter concerning tutorial.

After she looked at my nametag (saja skema pakai nametag), she said

"Owh, awak la Zafree rupanya"

"Macam mana Prof boleh kenal saya?"

"Banyak cerita pasal awak yang saya dengar..."

"Owh contoh cerita yang Prof dengar? Hehe"

Hehe it made me happy. Then she continued.

"Kami risau dengan student macam awak ni."

(Ish, apa benda yang diorang ni risau??)

"Kami risau kalau result awak jatuh di saat semester-semester yang paling mencabar. Semester yang mencabar ialah semester 1 tahun 2, semester 2 tahun 2, dan semester 1 tahun 3... Tapi insyaAllah awak boleh buat."

And then we talked about the things that I wanted to discuss.

Anyway, it makes me happy to know that even the lecturers are worried about me.. I promise, that I try my best in order not to fall during these difficult semesters. I'll do my best. There are things that I don't want to repeat in my life.

I'll move on from my past, let it go, and be stronger. I'll improve. I'll be a better person. For you.

Thank you for reading.
Sorry for any wrongdoings.


  1. And I was there to witness this moment haha. :D


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