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I Do Care For You

If human can be rebirth after their death, I will be willingly end my life right now, so I can start all over again.

If human can turn back the time, I go back to the time where I did what I shouldn't, so that I will never lose you forever.

But as long as we live, there are still chances for something good to happen, there are still chances to set things right, and there are still chances for me to show you how much I care and love you.

For that, I will not give up hope, and try to live my life to the fullest. Live not in despair, but in hope. Hope is what keeping me to keep on going forward, waiting for the day when I can be the one for you again.

Zafree, don't be sad.



I really want to be by your side.

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