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Winter Break

After less than a month of holiday, class gonna start next week. The break is quite long, but not long enough for me to wonder "What am I going to do?" even once. But ironically I didn't do much during this break. I stayed in my room for more than 90% of the break.

I never went out of Madison. Most my friends had the chance to take a trip to travel. Some even traveled to at least 5 different states. Even my friends that came to visit Madison went to a tour to Chicago with my friends here at Madison. I never really interested in going places, so I don't really mind though. But if I have the chance, I want to go to meet my friends at other universities. At least that give me a motivation. Other than to meet my friends, maybe the only event that will make me want to travel is E3 (Electronic Entertainment Expo).

Most of my time was spent playing PS3 games, reading manga and exploring games website. It is the usual stuff that I did when I was in Malaysia. Maybe I need to plan more and start to save money so I can fill my next holiday with more meaningful events.

Until today, there are still a lot of unfinished games. I need to concentrate on one game at a time instead of taking a lot at one time. It will be a lot better that way. At least I had achieved Platinum trophy for Uncharted 2, so that's one game down~ Next is Bayonetta (currently playing), then Dead Space. Maybe inFamous if I have the mood (only 7 trophy left). Demon's Souls would be the most difficult to finish :( Owh wait, class is going to start next week. Double sadness for my gaming side.

This holiday too, I had a little change in myself. I started to ignore others and prefer to stay alone in my room. Maybe I AM sad for the fact that I achieved low results in last semester. Sometimes I feel like I don't belong here and I don't have the right to mingle with others. I know, who really care if our friends didn't achieve well in academics, it doesn't change the fact that we are all friends. But I find it hard to forget it. Owh well, I shouldn't let this get into myself. The last semester is now history, and I have the responsibility to never repeat it. Stay positive~ >.<

At least I need to make a good start for this semester. No need to get all down, right? This month will have the least updates for my blog I guess.


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