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When my almost all of my friends went out enjoying their vacation, I enjoyed being alone and quiet. Maybe that is what I need after a hectic and disastrous (in term of result) semester. It's not bad being alone though, as I never felt lonely for the almost three days of silence~ I pleased myself by reading two mangas (to-LOVE-ru and Love Hina) until their final chapters. I wondered why I didn't play any games while they were gone. I guess I do need crowds of people watching me play games. lol.

For this holiday I didn't do much. I stayed in my room long enough that I can't stand the cold outside. I guess it's some sort of punishment to myself for slacking too much in the last semester. To tell the truth, I am a little bit jealous of my friends. I didn't even considered of looking at the pictures taken by them because I'm afraid. But I don't really mind though, since I'm happy to see that they enjoyed their trip~

Now that I have less than three weeks before class starts, I need to plan ahead of what I'm going to do in order to make my next semester is better than the last. But right now, I want to enjoy my holiday to the fullest, but moderately.

New year? Well, it doesn't affect me on anything. There is nothing different between 12/31/09 and 01/01/10 as far as I'm concerned. I don't really see any significant for celebrating new year and I never made any new year resolution. But new year is one good borderline that we can use to reflect what we did in the past :)



-A little bit of loneliness had thought me a lot of things, and made me smile-

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