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Adakah Kita Semua Pelajar Universiti?


Kita semua dah besar...semua dah belajar tahap universiti...tapi mentaliti masih macam kanak-kanak...ada masalah dengan kawan/roommate/housemate pun tak boleh nak settle elok-elok...semua nak lari dari masalah...tau ada masalah tapi semua diam...tau ada masalah tapi prefer untuk elak...tau ada masalah dengan roommate, pastu lari ke bilik 305...takpun lari balik Malaysia...

kita bukan budak-budak...takkan la kena tegur sikit nak merajuk kan...percaya la kat kawan sendiri yang diorang takkan kecil hati bila ditegur dengan baik...takkan la kawan kita nak letak sign "saya boleh ditegur! silah tegur :)" baru nak tegur...

aku kalau buat salah pun mana aku tau...kita semua nie mana sedar kalau buat salah...kau pun kalau buat salah mana perasan yang kau tu tengah buat salah...kalau tak suka boleh jer cakap...kita semua nie insan biasa jer...semua sama di sisi Tuhan...sebab tu kita hidup dalam masyarakat...supaya kita boleh saling mengingati...

takkan kita nak harapkan orang lain settlekan masalah untuk kita...Presiden MISA pun bukan boleh harap...dia ada banyak kerja lain + homework yang banyak...dia pun student jugak...dia pun bukannya nak kena jaga masyarakat kita nie jer...dia pun nak kena jaga diri dia...Presiden MSA? takkan la hal kita pun dia nak kena settle...bukan bidang dia pun...

kita memang kena tolerate dengan roommate sendiri...tapi takkan la nak tolerate jer kalau roommate pun dah buat palat macam aku kan...kita dulu kat Denver pernah dengar speech pasal being assertive...kita cuba la amik pengajaran...aku pun akan cuba bercakap dulu...kita tak boleh fikir masalah boleh settle macam tu jer...insyaAllah aku akan start dulu...hopefully aku cukup kuat...

mungkin kita tak percaya yang kawan kita boleh berubah, sebab tu kita biarkan dia tanpa cakap apa-apa...

aku pun tau hidup aku bergelimpangan dalam dosa...kalau kau ada apa-apa yang kau tak suka pasal aku, aku terima jer apa yang kau akan cakap...aku akan cuba sedaya upaya mengubah diri aku yang hina nie...aku pun taknak stay macam nie jer...

Dulu masa kat INTEC, semua orang rapat jer...kita pergi tempat belajar yang sama...kita pergi Sungai Gabai ramai2...tapi sekarang, semua yang kita buat tu macam sia-sia jer...

Mungkin kita sendiri tak fikir ke hadapan...kawan kita pun ada preference dia sendiri yang kita tak sangka...kawan kita pun ada perasaan untuk berkasih sayang...kita pun tak sangka yang memasak pun adalah isu penting...

oh dah masuk penutup ke...bye semua


  1. Dreaming for an ideal world?? Do accept the fact that people have their own ways reacting to situations. This is the real world, not a fantasy island, otherwise Israel would has been a good friend of everybody. Sendiri mau ingat la.....

  2. Let Israel be as they now, as that is not a reason why we shouldn't get along with everybody. So you want to say that the real world is where everybody wouldn't be friends? And the opposite of that is just a fantasy? Not saying that I am against it in all cases. But in my case, yes, I am against it.

    Alright, I accept the fact that different people react differently on a certain situation. No big deal. What I post is just what I THINK I should react to the situation. Don't you think that you TOO should accept my own way reacting to this situation? Anyway, it is my opinion, so I have no hard feelings if people oppose it. Your idea for real world is not the same as mine, but I am not against it totally.

    "I have a dream that one day...little black boys and black girls will be able to join hands with little white boys and white girls as sisters and brothers."

    -Martin Luther King Jr speech on 28 August 1963-

    Now you tell me that I cannot dream of my ideal world.


  3. Hey, I should do that. Paste a sign in front of my room

    "Saya boleh ditegur, silalah tegur, saya tidak makan manusia"

    Can't wait to do it XD

  4. Make sure you send me a picture of it if you done that :D


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