It's a Wonderful Life

I always thought that you are the best out there You are perfect You are better than anyone else You know what to do when facing problems I always thought that you are different You think differently You see things in another perspective You have things that normal people don't We do a lot of same things The fact is, you are always better than me People always talked about you People always admired you I was always over-shadowed by you I became envious But in the same time, I always respected you That I also wanted to be in the same league as you I tried to become better, because I always tried to catch you But I forgot that you are also a human With feelings and emotions That sometimes are affected by emotion I forget that you are just a boy That sometimes you are childish There are things that you don't know how to handle People change with time Is it me, or you, who had changed? Well, it doesn't matter Maybe we were never meant to walk in the same path Remember Introduct

Just be myself? How can I when I don't have one? I never had one Maybe, really I don't know for sure But If people ask me "Please describe yourself" ... I don't know Stop asking I never had an intention on my own Following what others are doing, that's what I did If my parents didn't tell me to go to boarding school I will never do it If my friends didn't apply for MRSM Jasin I will never go there If my mom didn't scold me for not applying any scholarship I will never apply one If my mother didn't ask me to have car license I would never had one If I did not have the opportunity to study at INTEC I would not care If my friends did not apply for University in US I never will If I never had an opportunity to study overseas I will be happy enough to study in Malaysia I only remember that I struggled to get to you That I wanted you so much But I didn't know how to maintain it I'm truly sorry, dear Who am I? There are only a few things that

It feels better when we talk about our problem to others But I'll make sure that I don't make it more difficult for others It's hard when we want to take everything by our own

This miniscule being has something to say from bottom of his small heart **************************************** Dear summer semester It is only for month that we were together But there are abundant of events that I could not forget I get to know more people Involved with many activities But in the same time I lost many things My emotions were unstable You really gave a big impact in my life It hurts Really hurts I learnt a lot from you Thank you Dear friend We are friends since our first meeting I really envy you, on every aspect You have everything that I always wanted But you had never been boastful or looked down on others That's why I really enjoyed being around you I love it when I can say everything that is on my mind to you Even the craziest idea, you will listen to me But things never meant to go smooth all the time I made the biggest mistake ever I never knew that what I did had an effect on you You can't accept my way Yeah, I never blamed you on that I should be re

                                               You won't find me here anymore               I'm leaving all my past here Hiding my feelings                                                                I'll start a new way So say goodbye now                                                      I need my friends                             Don't want to hurt others' feelings anymore Being ignorant                                                                             Faking my feelings              I hate myself sometimes          I hurt enough already                                  I love my friends                                                                                 Don't leave me                              The knife already cut deep in my throat I'm a jerk                                                                                                                                                    Please forgive me

Seperti biasa apabila pergi ke shopping mall mesti kena bayar duit parking kan Nasib baik jugak la aku hidup kat zaman serba moden nie, boleh bayar kat mesin jer Tapi tak sangka lak still boleh jadi masalah... ___________________________________________________________________ Ahad yang lepas, aku pergi ke SACC Mall untuk membayar bil Selepas semua dah settle, aku pun beratur untuk bayar tiket parking Ada 3 mesin kat situ, salah satunya dijaga oleh seorang pak cik (mungkin guard) Tiba-tiba datang seorang pakcik berpakaian kemas seperti baru pulang dari pejabat (walaupun hari Ahad) dan dia terus menghapiri pak guard tersebut Pakcik : Saya akan make sure yang saya akan laporkan hal nie ke surat khabar Guard : Saya boleh bagi awak alamat company nie kalau awak nak Pakcik : Saya tak marah kat awak, tapi saya akan tulis ke surat khabar Pakcik tu pun beredar untuk ke kereta beliau Ok, aku agak tertanya2 juga apa yang terjadi Tiba-tiba sahaja pak guard tersebut bercerita tentang apa yang tel

In INTEC: I am taking Calculus 2 for this semester~~ I'm not sure whether I'm happy or not I guess it is my destiny ceyh~~ My class start at 8:30 a.m. and for 2 hours only from Monday until Friday For 3 semester I am in Miss Farah class I need to score for Calculus 2 Don't want to slacking around like last semester I am really thankful to Miss Farah because she gives me A for Calculus hehe It really helps me with my CGPA My CGPA? 3.26~ Thanx to Calculus and C++ (A and A- respectively) In Cendana: Well, we need to move to Cemara after 18th and before 31th of this month Only a little time left before we need to leave this college huhu I'll miss cendana Since our class is only 2 hour everyday, most of us dunno what to do after class yeah, everyone is bored With 'that thing' in my room, how can I get bored? hehe But I'm still wondering how Miss Farah know about it hm~ Enjoying my last days in Cendana and INTEC

For about one week I had abandoned the online world huhu I feel much better actually After all the disaster in last semester I need my own space and time For how long I didn't enjoy playing games... Going to start blogging and online from now on~