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Message to My 'Angel',My 'Devil'

I hope you are reading this

Please

No matter what you do

Don't be sad

There are many things and success await you in the future

If you don't want me to be sad,

you too,shouldn't be sad

Please

Don't ever hide the truth from everyone

Open your heart to someone that you can trust

I had enough already, and I don't want to see you hurting yourself

Don't ever say something that you don't truly mean



Are you alright?...


No matter how much I hate you, I still care for you

Don't do anything stupid unless I know

You hear me?!

I don't give a f*** about what your reasons


Just...don't keep it to yourself,ok?

You have friends, and also future

believe me, believe in yourself


I hated you enough for what you did to me

So don't make me hate you more for what you do to yourself

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