These are the songs that are related to what happened to me in my 5 weeks of waiting and depression It's only 5 weeks and I know I shouldn't be too sad I learn something from it :) Wounded by Good Charlotte Lost and broken, hopeless and lonely Smiling on the outside, but hurt beneath my skin My eyes are fading, my soul is bleeding I'll try to make it seems ok, but my faith is wearing thin So help me heal this wounds They have been open for way too long Help me fill this soul, even though this is not your fault That I'm open, and I'm bleeding all over your brand new rug And I need someone to help me sew them up I only wanted a magazine, I only wanted a movie screen I only wanted a life I read about and dreamed And now my mind is an open book and now my heart is an open wound and now my life is an open soul for all to see So help me heal this wounds They have been open for way too long Help me fill this soul, even though this is not your fault That I'm open, and I