It's a Wonderful Life

25/10/2008 I went out to One Utama Mall The initial plan was to go out with Raihan only But when I saw Helya on Yahoo! Messenger, I decided to invite her along Reason? Because my chance to meet Helya is not always there Raihan - My current classmate at INTEC Helya - My former classmate at MRSM TGB Of course, I was kinda worry if they couldn't get along But both of them are very friendly, so there shouldn't be any problem ________________________________________________________ We decided to watch a movie While Helya went to toilet, Raihan and I went to buy tickets We agree to watch Bangkok Dangerous After the ticket had been bought, I tried to call Helya, but she didn't answer the phone So I guess her phone was left somewhere... It was true after all, she left her phone in my car... "Take the key and go lah" Nasib baik la terjumpa dia tengah jalan... and then we went to the cinema (of course) we bought two bowl of popcorns Helya ate 50

I hope you are reading this Please No matter what you do Don't be sad There are many things and success await you in the future If you don't want me to be sad, you too,shouldn't be sad Please Don't ever hide the truth from everyone Open your heart to someone that you can trust I had enough already, and I don't want to see you hurting yourself Don't ever say something that you don't truly mean Are you alright?... No matter how much I hate you, I still care for you Don't do anything stupid unless I know You hear me?! I don't give a f*** about what your reasons Just...don't keep it to yourself,ok? You have friends, and also future believe me, believe in yourself I hated you enough for what you did to me So don't make me hate you more for what you do to yourself

I don't want this moment, to ever end, Where everything's nothing, without you. I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile, Cause it's true, I am nothing without you. Through it all, I made my mistakes. I stumble and fall, But I mean these words. I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go. These words are my heart and soul, I hold on to this moment you know. Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, and I won't let go. Thoughts read are spoken, forever in doubt. And pieces of memories fall to the ground. I know what I didn't have so, I won't let this go. Cause it's true, I am nothing without you. All the streets, where I walked alone, With nowhere to go. Have come to an end. I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go. These words are my heart and soul, I hold on to this moment you know. Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, and I won't let go. In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies, When you don'

It begin at 20/08/2008 It ends at 20/10/2008 You hurt me But you don't want to see me hurting For a while I wouldn't be able to listen to your voice I wouldn't be able to look even a glimpse of you I wouldn't be able to contact you Simply, I just don't want to do it even if I can Because it hurts so much Even by just looking at your diary makes me hurt I couldn't say "I'm sorry" I couldn't say "Thank you for everything" It still hurt, you know You did told me You afraid of getting hurt again But it turn out you are the one who hurting me kinda irony It's alright my dear I don't blame you I know It IS hard to find the right words and the right moment I know You not doing this on purpose I know exactly when you are telling the truth or lying I know too When you have something in your mind that you don't want to tell me Most importantly, I know that you never want to see me hurt I must say goodbye for awhile Don't contact

A day without the sun... I don't like it Dunno why It just made me feel gloomy too ..... ...why? What is this feeling?... ...can someone tell me?...