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Nothing For A While

My life had been so disastrous since last three weeks

Assignments, tests, and all that
Well, all of them are normal for student like me so I didn't mind

Except that suddenly I almost lost my interest to continue doing all that
I know CGPA is important
But sometimes I asked myself
"What's the point for all the things that I did?"
"Did I get anything for all this?"
"It is really important?"
"WTF..."
etc etc...

Yeah
I should not forget my role as a student
Next week will be the last
So I'm going to put all my effort
I know I can do it
I just need a little push and I'm done

There are a lot of other things happened~
-I had been caught by pak guard for some reason that I did and didn't
-I manage to get back what I want
-My mom had been skeptical towards me until this evening
-I didn't come to class for so many times due to my health problems and research paper
-My mind was almost totally blank during Calculus test
-I had been abandoning my friends, unintentionally
(I'm really sorry guys...)

Hope I can get well soon, inside and outside, mind and soul, physically and mentally
:)
Thank you for your support~~

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