It's a Wonderful Life

Lately I'm just not into writing anything in here, as I am not really into anything. Well, anything besides playing games. Maybe because I will be going back to Madison next week, and there are still a lot of unfinished problems there. I want to go back there as soon as possible, because I have a lot of things need to be done: moving out, buying utensils, foods, books and many more. But it's ok, I think I need to be more appreciative of what I have right now rather than complaining about what I don't have. So this week I want to spend more time with my families, and today we will be having iftar at a hotel. Yipee! I guess I do have something to tell anyway. Last week, I wrote an article at a Malaysian gamers website just for fun. To make it short, the owner of the site re-posted the article at N4G.com, a gaming website too. I was surprised to find how much comments it received, though I'm sure most of the user didn't even read the article haha. Here's the ...

I still haven't gone to bazaar Ramadhan until today (at least for this year's Ramadhan). It's not about me not wanting to spend my money, I am just too lazy to go outside. It's like you don't eat the whole day, but you don't intend to fast. Plus, there aren't any foods that I want from bazaar. I am happy with the food that already bought by my mom. Our iftar is just moderate, and I love it. Compared to Ramadhans before this, there were always a lot of unfinished foods. I'm not being picky about what to eat right now. Be thankful that I can still eat, and I don't to cook it myself. Ramadhan is not about the food, right? Hehe. _____________________________________________________________________________ Yesterday I had a dream about you again. It would be great if I can forget you, but I just can't. With what happening to you right now, I know there is nothing I can do to help with anything. I hope that everything will turn out right, and you s...

This month is a very challenging one. With one problem coming after another, it's almost unbearable, but it's nothing a man can't solve. Hopefully everything will be done by today. I am indebted to Shafiq Kadir, and I promise to never forget his willingness to help me until the day I day. Without him, I might not be able to return to US. Today marks the middle of August, and halfway through Ramadhan too. I realized that most of my problems started to haunt me since the first day of Ramadhan. Knowing that, all of these must have been a test for me, and a reminder to be more mature, and know how to prioritize things. But all this are just the beginning, the real test starts next semester. I am afraid, but I don't have a choice besides to face it. Living alone could pose to a lot of predicaments, but I'll manage. Preparing from now is a must, and I don't want to mess up like I did before...I'm already tired of getting caught up in a problem I'm not supp...

You can't change someone who has already closed his/her heart, no matter how much you tried. It's not easy either for someone to change, unless there are certain event that has very deep impact and consequences befall that person. You know, you can't just be who you are, when you can still be better. Whenever we think that we are always right, then that is the moment when we are wrong. Why stay the same when the "who we are" are terrible? I, too, still have much to improve and change, especially about what should I do on the next semester. This may be a naive child's dream, but when I become an adult, I don't want to be a stubborn adult who can't listen to other's opinion and I don't want to always be stuck in my own principle. You said it better: there are no one principle that can b applied to every single thing. Everyone makes mistake, and there is always a room for improvement.

This week and the last was a bit dull for me, as I didn't go out as I would do as usual. Maybe it's because of Ramadhan? I have no problems going out and spending my time with my friends, but I guess most of my friends rather have iftar with their family first. Until today, I only had my iftar outside with my friends only once, and haven't set my feet yet on any bazaar. I don't really care about what to eat during iftar, as long as it's not the same food on two days straight. Yeah I'm a boring guy, deal with it. Trying my best to not spend my money on foods! _________________________________________________________________________ On Monday, I went to KLCC, meeting Helya, Fiza, Huda and Huda's friend (forgot her name). I watched Captain America The First Avenger with Helya. Hayley Atwell is so hot, especially her body (giggity!). It ended right after Maghrib's azan. But we didn't have our iftar in KLCC, we went to Kg. Baru for our dinner. It was ...

Hello guys! So how was your first day of fasting? Make sure we all make the best out of this Ramadhan :) Today's post is just another journal or diary-like post. Just feel like writing what have been kept in my heart hehe. ________________________________________________________________________ On Saturday, I went to iCity with Irshaad, Hazlin and Hazlin's sister. The two girls were so quite, so it was kinda awkward for me haha. iCity is beautiful and fascinating, but there aren't that many activities that you can do there. There are some games you can play to win prizes (mostly are teddy bears or teddy dragon), Snowalk, reptiles display, taking pictures with birds, and of course the LED-lighted trees. But I, on the other hand, spent my time at the arcade, playing the dance game (my favorite!). I don't remember what was the name of the game, but it is almost similar to Dance Dance Revolution, except that it has all the diagonal and a center button instead of all f...